It's so easy to forget what God has done.
How many miracles do I need to experience before I'm certain that God is on my side and that He is taking care of me?
But even as I try to remember everything that brought me to this point and how much God has done for me, I still have this deadness inside. I'm just going day by day. Surviving.
It has been told to me that depression can go into remission, but I'm not very hopeful. I'm on my fifth or sixth, maybe even seventh, medication regimen. And obviously something is still not working right.
Right now, I still have my faith, but my expectations are pretty low.
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