I'm With Dennis Leary

Dennis Leary has a new book out right now called Suck on This Year. I completely agree. I can't wait for 2010 to be over.

Worst year EVER!

The year began with me being quite depressed and that continued for months and months until I finally ended up in the hospital.

Shortly after being discharged, we found out Sam has pancreatic cancer, our landlady started being even more of a pain and then we got evicted, I got fired, my uncle almost died from a massive head injury and is now brain injured and my mom and stepfather almost separated.

Ugh....

There is actually more, I'm just keeping it to myself.

It's not that everything is bad. I definitely have tons and tons to be thankful for. Lately, I've just started to cave under the pressure. I'm really needing a rest. The new year promises that, at least until classes start.

Today I started crying at a gas station when I went to pay and was unable to. I was buying gas for the family van and was given the debit card to use to pay for it. I couldn't remember the right pin number and ended up making it so that I couldn't use the card at all. And I couldn't use my credit card because it's almost maxed. So I started crying. I didn't know what else to do.

I've been pretty much useless since.

So, I think I might have a quick nap right now before going back to work cleaning and packing.

I hope to soon have a brain that is fully capable again.